darn it!!!

“coz im one step closer to the edge, and i’m about to BREAK“

share lang ng isang linya sa kanta ng linkin park na pinapakinggan ko habang nagsusulat nito.. ewan ko pero medyo tugma sa tema ng post kong ito..

WARNING: EMO post ito..

bakit nanaman ba emo post ito?? well.. para po sa kaalaman ng lahat ay emo talaga ang inyong lingkod.. opo tama ang inyong nabasa EMO si kapatid na netoriffic.. bakit ‘ka nyo?? aba’y ewan ko..  sadyang lumaki yata talaga ako sa environment na ang ginawa sakin ay maging emo.. hehe… at ginawa ko din ang blogsite kong ito para sa mga ganitong bagay.. yung mga tipong hindi ko mailabas.. yung tipong isinisigaw na ng puso at isip ko para mailabas sa akin pero siyang itinitikom ng bibig ko.. ewan ko ba, pero hindi talaga minsan magkasundo ang puso,isip at bibig sa mga bagay na gusto natin ipaalam sa iba.. sa mga tao sa paligid natin..

have you ever wonder kung bakit may mga taong mas pinipili na lang ang tumahimik at sarilinin ang problema nila o mga paghihirap nila kesa sabihin sa mga kaibigan? yes i know i have friends.. “TRUE FRIENDS” yung mga tipong alam kong hindi ako iiwan at handang makinig at makiramay sa akin..

whoa!! the feeling is back.. ^^

at dahil love month ngayon, ang blog entry na ito… ay HINDI tungkol sa love.. ahaha..

anu nga bang feeling ang tinutukoi ko dito?? para kanino nga ba ang feeling na ito?? para saan ba ang feeling na sinasabi ko?? ating tunghayan.. ahahah (parang nag-iintro lang ako sa isang report)

feelings.. ikaw??ano nga ba para sayo ang salitang feelings kapag naririnig mo ito?? ito ba yung nararamdaman mo para sa iyong iniirog?? o sa iyong sinisinta?? o sa iyong pamilya?? sa iyong crush?? sa iyong alagang aso’t pusa??actually isa itong EMO post.. (naku baka asarin ako ni kuya epfi sa blog kong ito)

paano nga ba?!

yeah i know..  pakiramdam ko talaga may malaki akong kasalanan dito sa bahay ko.. kung tao lang at nagsasalita tong cyber bahay ko, baka nag litanya na ito ng……….

“ano ba kenneth?? ano ba neto??ano pa’t ginawa mo ako??eh hindi mo naman ako gagamitin?”

pero buti na lang talaga eh hindi nagsasalita at may buhay ang aking cyber bahay..

bakit nga ba ganito ang naging feeling ko?? kasi ganun din ako..  may pagka emo.. aheheh.. kaya natatakot ako baka mag-emo etong munting bahay ku.. at ito lang ang kaisa isang bagay sa buhay ko na (gaya ng nasa isa kong post)  eh nakakaintindi sakin.. nakikinig, nagbabasa, nagpapabasa sa iba, at nagbibigay access sa lahat ng tao s buong mundo para masilip ang buhay ni Neto.. bilang ganti,ay diringgin ko ang payo ng aking mga magulang… joke lang.. haha.. bilang ganti, eto ulit ako at nagbabalik..

Ladies and Gentlemen, please welcome..

“ME“..

“PALIPARAN”

hindi ako sigurado pero parang airport ang ingles ng salitang ito.. (correct me if im wrong na lang ah).. kung anuman ang ingles ng salitang ito eh bahala na si batman.. basta ang alam ko, ang gwapo ko.. JOKE lang.. hehe..basta ang alam ko, ang EDSA ay nagiging paliparan na.. paliparan ng mga Bus.. sa sobrang tulin at bilis ng pagpapatakbo nila ay para ka nang sumakay sa roller coaster papuntang impyerno.. anak ng leche flan..

Foodtrip itoh..

isang lakad na importante sana.. ang kinalabasan — FOODTRIP.. naging instant gala na ang lakad na sana eh magaabutan ng limpak limpak na salapi..  haha.. share ku lang sa inyo ang ilang pics ko with joyce,yjeen and ate nenet.. yeah, aku lang lalaki.. minsan hindi naman masama gumala kasama ang mga babae.. nilibre kasi aku ng pamasahe at pagkasarap sarap na ensaymada.. sino pa ba ang aangal diba?? eto ang unang nilantakan namin

hehe…

overwhelming ang dumadaming friends dito sa blog.. hndi mdali pero nkakatuwa kpag hndi mu kilala pero nagkakasundo kayo sa isang bgay..ang pag bblog..may namit aku newbie din like me.. si epfi.. hehehe.. hinihikayat aku makipagsanib pwersa sa knya..bilang mga newbies.. wahaha.. eto nmn si joyce, prang kumokontra pa.. wahaha..

bakit nga ba aku nagpost ngaun??wla lang.. nkakatuwa kc.. may gusto lang aku ishare s inyo.. panuorin nio to..

nkakatawa pero kung may alam ka sa pagsasayaw, msasabi mong mgagaling ang mga taong ito pagdatng sa larangan ng pagsayaw..namangha aku sa galing nila.. at sa lambot ng katawan nila.. nkakatuwa..kc khit nkakatawa sila, nkayanan nila sumayaw ng gnun..mhrap sumyaw ng gnun ang suot ahh..hehe.. well, talented person like them should somehow be appreciated..  and maybe we can say na this is one way me appreciating them..

kung hndi nio pla mpanuod dito. search nio na lng sa utube ung japan funny dance.. pero mas mgnda dito narin mpanuod..tas comment nadin..hehe

di ka na natuto.. di ka na nasanay

wla na b tlga aku nagawang tama?? o sadyang pusong mamon nanaman aku at madali nako magtampo?? haha.. nkakatawa na nkakainis.. ewan q ba..

i just realized, mahina parin loob q s mga gnitong bgay.. konting kibot,mdaling msaktan..haha.. i know its just a game pero.. ampf.. never mind.. may ibang paraan p nmn pra magenjoy aku.. ung hindi aku nagtatampo.. wahaha.. mtampuhin nga yta aku..aha.. alam q na.. hnd na lang ulet aku mkikipaglaro..hndi dhil auko na kundi pra mkaiwas na lang s kung anuman..

hehe.. gusto ko lang maglabas ng sama ng loob dito.. alm ko khit mali ang naging reaksiyon q o ginawa ko kakampi q parin ang blog ko.. wahaha.. nkakatuwa pla s blog.. may kakampi ka s lhat ng oras.. hndi ka man msagot o mpayuhan, atlist may npaghingahan ka ng nsasaloob mu.. haha

ingat eblibadi..

advance merry christmas sa lahat

it is time..

well.. it is time..

time for my much awaited Christmas break.. hihi..

like what super jet said, kmi nanaman ang may pinakamaagang school na nagbakasyon.. hehe..

I’m really happy about this.. because earlier this semester, i got a news from the school authorities that we may not have or we may not enjoy our Christmas break because we will still have our duty at the hospital  from December 23-30, except 25 and that is Christmas day as we all know..  all of us, i, my classmates and duty-mates were so disappointed with the news.. on my part, i think im the most disappointed student.. because we will be having a camp on our church dated dec.26-30.. i just though, “what the heck??! hndi aku mkakasama sa camp na aku mismo ksma sa nagplano??!” last year, i was not able to join the camp on the same date because of a good reason. but now?? i don’t think having my rotation and duty at the hospital in that time of the year where everybody is enjoying their break will be a “good reason” for me not to join the camp..

yes , yes, i know.. in my chosen profession i must expect circumstances like this one because i might encounter this in the future if I’m already working at the hospital.. but hey, I’m STILL a student..  i’m not yet working..  but, luckily, last week, it was announced the the national government announced Dec.26-Jan.4 a national holiday..  wohoo.. holy crap.. i just suddenly texted yjeen that we will no longer have our duty on that day, and i can join now our camp..haha..

im excited about this camp because for the first time, i will be attending not as a camper, but im the staff already.. i know being a camper is great.. lots of experience.. new friends might come my way.. but Ive done that.. and i want to try a different thing now.. this is now a challenge for me.. wahaha..

well im just too excited for what my Christmas break will bring me.. and i’m looking forward to that..

first

first of all just wanna say hi to everyone who’ll be reading this….sorry, for this post might be like a ‘first-timer’ post.. i’m not kinda good at this stuff but hey,here i am..at wordpress..  well i dont really expect to be a good or like what joyce said, a certified blogger.. i just want to write and that’s all..

thanks to joyce.. now i realized that blogging is contagious.. haha.. nahawa nako s kanya..she also taught me how to sign up and everything.. well thanks to her..

awts.. i just dont know how to start my blog..

maybe i’l just let u know what happened to me this day..

early in the morning.i woke up around 8am ,i think.. becoz of the sound created by my parents and tita talking loud as if they were miles apart.. i just get out of the bed and shared the breakfast with them..  after a few minutes, ive already decided to prepare to go to church.. i went there around past 9am to teach my *super kuleeeeeeeet* students in Sunday school..after that i prepared myself(preparation again) for the praise and worship of our church.. ahm..yes, i’m a P&W leader.. song leader..or whatever u may call it.. i do it for the Lord.. then the service went on until 12nn..  after a short meeting and a little monito-monita i decided to go home.. ate my lunch.. rest a bit.. and whoo,again prepared myself to get ready to go to SM..wahaha.. my parents told me we were going there for me to buy my,uhm..what should i call it?? a pamasko form them..well..haha.. they(my parents) bought me a polo shirt and pants.. hehe..  makes me realize i should and always be thankful for all the blessings ive been receiving ever since i was born and raised by them.. not everyone in this world has the opportunity to be in the place i am now.. hehe..

the day went on and it started to get dark outside the mall and we started feeling hungry.. whew.. i just don’t love shopping because it always cause me muscle cramps on my legs.. we ate at Wendy’s(not so being boastful,but again need to be thankful) and i ate like it was the end of this freakin’ world.. and we decided to go home..we get caught in a traffic, but luckily, and thankfully we arrived home safely.. with my “pamaskong handog galing sa magulang’..haha..

im not quite sure how will i end this.. i just hope this blogging(or should i call this hobby??) really works for me..hehe..

well that’s life, u just need to go with the flow and enjoy every single moment of it..

till next post..

God bless everyone..